Bill Belichick’s Girlfriend Talked About ‘Identity’ Being ‘Erased’

The former cheerleader claimed to have experienced an “erasure” of her “individual identity,” a revelation she made in her exit letter to her cheerleading team the previous year.

In the emotional piece, Jordon Hudson thanked her then-teammates for the “sense of grounding” they provided for her as she navigated a “difficult period” in her life.

Since Hudson and Belichick made headlines for their awkward CBS interview, renewed attention has been placed on their age-gap relationship.

It has now come to light that Hudson hasn’t had an easy time dating the veteran coach, particularly due to the intense media scrutiny that followed once their relationship became public.

In a letter obtained by The Washington Post and addressed to her former cheerleading team, Black Out, Hudson revealed that she faced a “slow, exterior erasure” of her “strong, individual identity” as she battled with being in the spotlight.

But fortunately, she was able to regain her sense of self due to the team not treating her as an outsider.

“I can’t thank you [enough] for helping keep that in tact by embracing me, for me,” Hudson said. “It is so difficult for me to give up my time with you, because I feel like I am giving up a part of myself in the process.”

Elsewhere in the letter, the former cheerleader explained why she skipped out on many meetings as her relationship flourished.

“I hope you can all understand that my absences were symptomatic of my commitment to put the needs of my other ‘team(s)’ above my own need for recreation,” she wrote. “Selfishly, I would have preferred to be in the gym, with all of you, doing what I love: cheerleading.”

She also clarified that her “inability to prioritize” the team was the reason behind her departure, adding that the “decision was not made suddenly or lightly.”

Still in the emotional piece, the former Teen Miss New England also apologized for bringing all of her “baggage” from her relationship to the team during her stint.

“From the interlopers at practice, to the subsequent media exploitation, to the lack of dependability,” she said. “I know none of you asked for that.”

Since Hudson’s departure from her cheerleading team, she has had more time to focus on her relationship with Bill Belichick.

However, her recent interruption of Belichick’s CBS interview raised questions about whether her influence extends into his professional life, including his role as head football coach at the University of North Carolina.

On Tuesday, during an interview with ESPN host Christine Williamson, Belichick clarified that his relationship with the 24-year-old beauty pageant competitor has no impact whatsoever on his current job.

“All the specifics aside, because a lot has come out in the last couple of days, how do you think that that impacts your ability to coach this football team, if at all?” Williamson had asked the legendary coach, per People Magazine.

He then responded, “I mean, that’s really off to the side. It’s a personal relationship, and she doesn’t have anything to do with UNC football.”

Belichick’s claims appeared to be supported by comments from an anonymous UNC official, who shared that Hudson “is in charge” of managing his public image outside of his role as the university’s football team head coach.

“She is very, very involved in the crafting of Bill’s projected image, everything you see on Instagram, all of that,” the official shared, per New York Post.

“I know it’s hard to separate out this image of Bill Belichick and Bill Belichick the North Carolina football coach. But really the football side of Bill and now the public side of Bill have become two different things, and she is in charge of the public side,” they added.

The official also described the dynamics of the arrangement as “odd,” adding that the duo simply “decide what they’re going to do, and they do it.”